HATE, ITS ALL IN MY MIND.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
I hate you.. I've helped you so much and treated you as a good friend. I never thought you could forget all of these just after your new friends came. You treated me like nothing so don't ever ask help from me anymore.. I WON'T BE TRICKED AGAIN! :( You're just that kinda evil cat who make use of people... So stay away from me!
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Its sad. Its sad to know that you're gone. I blame myself for it. Never really having to cherish you well was the greatest regret in my life. It was only after we are about to break up, or rather we're over, then i know that you are precious. As precious are the core of my heart. I cherished the times. The times that we've spent together.. be it anywhere and anytime. The way you cared for me, the way you showered your love upon me. Thank you for being such an understanding person.. Though you said yoiu're not. But you are. I love the way we hug, we kiss. Its warm. That's how my heart was melted by you. You're the one who had shone my dark life, you're the one that coloured my dull life, you're the one who melted my heart and making me feel belonged. This breakup was too sudden, although i feel that it was coming before it had happened. I'm worried... Worried that this will happen, hoping that it won't come true. But it still did. I feel weak. Weak without your energy. Weak without your presence. Weak knowing that you're gone. Although you said that you'll be there for me, but i know its not enough. Its never enough. I need you. I need your soul, your heart, your presence. I need you... I know its difficult to stand on my own feet without having to rely on you. But i'll try, as what i had promised. You're the one i love in the whole of my life. And nothing's gonna change that. I won't allow anybody to change that too. Thanks for saying that i understand your good intention, i actually do. But i'd never wanna take that in. Right now, and in the future, i only want to keep mermories of the past till ytd. I'm gonna keep nothing about today. I know i'm lying, lying to myself, thinking tt you're still my bf. But if i am still given a chance to get together with you, i'll go about doing it without a second thought... I will never let you go.
Heartbroken :(
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Its you. You're the one who made my life shine better than it had before.. What's happening? Why are you keeping me in suspense? I really don't wanna lose you. You're the only one... the one i cherish the most. I love you. I'm feeling lost without you around. Don't ignore me.
MOODY
Friday, November 21, 2008
I slept and i slept... Never wanting to see the world.
PROM NIGHT!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Woah! Sorry that i'm late again... Its been like a habit that i've been slacking very very much recently. I'm just willing to start on my work. Prom night was really great i have to say! Although its been really tiring for us to plan this event. *We actually spent like 5 months to plan for a one day event. But its all worth it! For the sake of our beloved seniors that left us with such beautiful memories throughout the years in GM. Being an emcee weren't easy for me, i had to re-edit the script that was created and used by my buddy-joan 3 years ago! :D Having to take photos with my seniors was the sweetest thing among all. A word of thanks to all of them! :D Aiishiteru! I actually stumbled when the CD for the 2nd game- Don't Forget The Lyrics wasn't working. But by luck, everything went alright! :D I'm sorry EeHui, Xiao Mei and Wee Keng for dirtying you guys' fingers and dress due to the unintentional spillage of blue ink. :( OMG. I'm actually kinda surprised that Carmen could look so gorgeous after some kinda transformation! :) Keep it this way man! This year's Prom King and Queen are AUDI and CARMEN! :D Yay! :D Oh wait, 2 more things! I wanna specially thank EEHUI for helping me out in the putting up of decoration! Thanks for the soothing music and your patience! You look great in your pink dress too! I wanna thank eileen too! Thank you for helping us play the songs for the 2nd game.. It was a last minute thing i have to admit, i'm sorry too. :( Lastly, i wanna thank Mrs Lian and Mr Lian for providing us the transport home and keeping us (Ailing & XiaoMei) entertained by those chit-chatting! :D Great teachers! :D
BBQ DAY!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
People!!!!! Hello. :D I'm sorry... I was supposed to post this 2 days ago.. But i was too tired. :( I slept at 5am the day that day as i had to rush out the emcee script for prom night. I went for softball though i felt lethargic. On the BBQ night, its great! It had been a long time ever since prefects gathered. :) Shuting, huiqing, xiaomei, xinying, eileen, suphaphat, ishpal and i played the most 'handsome' sport- VOLLEYBAL!! :D yay! The sand is cooling and damp as it'd just rained slightly before the outing starts. We took alot of photos! Climbing on a sort of seawall seemed easy for other people, but not for me... Probably because i'm afraid i'll FALL. HAHAHA> :D Its also my 1st time BBQing food as i've never done it before! A word of thanks to Sean, Huiqing, Shuting, Iashpal, Suphaphat, SiewLeng, Eileen, Liying, EeHui and XiaoMei for cooking such delicious food! :D I really love it. Sorry if i didn't include your names. :( Oh, Mrs Lim OL and Mrs Loh KW came to join us too! :D It great to have them here! :D Alrights. See Ya! :D
MONEY-MINDED
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Ohmytian, i'm just so money-minded nowadays. Be it in real life or in Kingdom of Loathing. I just keep thinking of making money out of selling stuffs. HAHAHA. :D today was great although i slacked alot somehow... Will update soon. :D byessss.
FUCK THE DAY
Thursday, November 6, 2008
I didn't really feel like blogging today. But i still did. Its been quite a short day actually. English lesson wasn't tt boring afterall. :D During maths lesson, it was hilarious... Miss Ng made us 'chant' the trigo laws again. HAHAHA. There's chocolate 'fight' in our class too. :D Some of my classmates were actually begging Miss Ng for chocolates. Hahaha. :D Poor thing.. i mean Miss Ng. Softball was great today. Although its tiring, cause COACH actually told us to be more serious during training. Like as in "Don't sit there and talk!" LOL. :D I hope AIN's okay. She's injured on mon and hurted her knee. :( Take care AIN! :) My brain's tumbling down... I need to go fix it now, or else i'll be brainless forever. Byes.
DAY @ MELAKA
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Its great to be here- in MALAYSIA! Just kinda reach here at around 10 plus at night. :D I haven't visited here for quite awhile since last year. :) On my way here... a sudden feeling just stroke me! I'm so blessed to be a Singaporean, having to stay in SG. Mrs Lim was right! Singapore is a much more developed as compared to countries such as Malaysia. Its kinda terrifying to travel on the roads without lights here. :D But nevertheless, i saw stars! They're twinkling in the dark blue sky, its beautiful! Stars here are countless. :D How i wish i could build a castle up there in the sky, so that i'm much closer to them! :D I look forward to tmr's dinner, its gonna a day filled with exiting events again! :) Oh, i was really being a baddie in school- i called eehui momo, just because of a priceless sticker, then she claimed tt shes ah boy. :) HAHAHA :D Alrighty, i'm tired. Will update soon. :) Nights momo- eehui & bloggy. :D