LIAR.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
I wished i had never met you. Then things would not have been this way. All the sacrifies that i've made, all the time that i've spent... are really NOT worth it. If you think i'm doing well, i'm not. If you think it's not your fault, you're WRONG. How dare you, how dare you treat me this way and you can still live a good life. WHAT WRONG HAVE I DONE, you tell me. I really loathe the way you treat me. Indeed, i am MAD at you. All your STUPID promises, from the beginning i should have believed that they weren't REAL. To think that you will tutor me, study with me till the end of my o's, how naive i am. REALLY NAIVE. You are the most cruel person in the world. What a dumb i am to believe that you're a really truly nice person. What bullshit words on the wooden pencil. What bullshit letters. What bullshit messages. What empty promises. You're a BIG FAT LIAR that i don't want to see you ever again. If i do, i will act as if i don't know you. And you think it's my fault, NO WAY. You are the one who made my life miserable. Now you've succeeded, happy? You know who you are.
It all begins again.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
It all begins again.
INSPIRATION
Friday, June 26, 2009
Yesterday's inspiration, Today's creation.
The Rainbows._Inspire_
The Pokadots._Inspire_
The Cubes._Inspire_
The Swirls._Inspire_
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Pocessing art._Inspire_
The ultimate collection._Inspire_
NPGGSBPC 2
Somehow the atmosphere's down today. :/ But nevertheless i had REAL FUN today! Especially during captains ball and singspiration. I feel belonged again, for the moment. I'm hungry! I hav'e had proper dinner. Perhaps i should eat nutella with a honey drink? :D Here are some photos of today! :
YUMMY YUMMY!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I did 3 essays today! WOAH. I could have done more, but because i woke up late. Argh. :( And I'm really craving for ruffles (Sour cream and onion flavour)! I cannot have enough of it! And i wanna thank you heather! :D Thank you for helping me so much in my work! :DDDD And i believe mama's rich again, somehow. Maybe she striked lottery! :D These pictures will explain! And Ben, all the best for your exams! Will be keeping you in prayers.
YUMMY YUMMY! :D
COOKIE MONSTER READ!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
It's only for COOKIE MONSTER to read. If you're not one, please read the other posts. :D
I hesitated for a moment, but nevertheless, i walked into the bar with heavy pounding footsteps after a day of mundane, never-ending work. Ear-splitting and rhythmic music blasted through the black bulky speakers situated at the corners of the room. Glaring, colorful disco lights shone on the hazel brown dance floor and the room was choked with the heavy smell of tobacco.
I strewed my handbag on one of the black-cushioned chair in front of the bar table. I ordered a glass of tequila. At first, I took sip by sip, savoring every sip of the drink, but when problems caught my mind, I went on taking more than a sip each time, hoping that I could ‘blow’ the problems off my mind, like blowing off a speck of dust of the table until they diminished. By the time I was gulping the whole glass of tequila with one breath, a gentleman with broad muscular shoulders, a bulbous nose and a pair almond-shaped eyes stood by me.
He asked if he could sit beside me, I sat motionlessly for a few seconds, but later signaled to him to sit down with a sour grin on my face. I continued to ask for more glasses of tequila whenever I finished the last drop of the previous glass. He did the same too. We chatted as we drank. Without any notice, I started pouring out my problems to him like a pot of soup. He, of course, listened and we giggled with fingers pointing each other for no apparent reason, probably because we are a little drunk.
When I could feel the intense heat emitting from my body, I grabbed my handbag and staggered out of the bar, leaving the gentleman behind with a quizzical look. I stopped by a river. Suddenly, out of nowhere came an arm tugging on my waist. My heart stopped for a moment and I shrieked. I was taken aback and without a second’s consideration, I gave a hard push on the person by the chest. Out of my horror, it was the gentlemen at the bar a moment ago! He went tumbling down into the water with a ‘swoosh’.
To any astonishment, I sobered. My hands quivered and I broke into cold sweat. Images of the man falling into the river kept flashing continuously through my mind as I dashed to the river. There was no sign of struggling, only gentle ripples could be seen. To my utter disbelievement, I was traumatized and I dropped straight on my knees when my body went numb. I whimpered silently.
When a group of boys walked past me with their fingers pointing in my direction, I picked myself up and ran. I ran as fast as I could, hoping that no one would recognize me and my mouth began to mumble 'He killed himself, it was not my fault...' I began to slow down when I arrived at a road, a empty road with no cars around, no people around, not even a single soul. As i panted, i could feel the gentle night breeze caressed my cheeks. I thought i heard footsteps, so out of fear desperation, I ran into the nearby forest and hid. But I never expect that one careless slip would cause my life but it shattered the possibility of me being jailed.
COOKIE MONSTER, please comment okay? I'm yearning to hear your comment. :)
Today's inspiration, tomorrow's creation.
Friday, June 19, 2009
I have been eating lots of chips, candies and coke. Ohmy, i sort of living a AMERICAN life. Watch me grow fat! How i wish that scholl will reopen soon! 10 essays to go! And i'll finish them by this week. And it'll be revision time all the way. Nonetheless, I wanna finish reading my novel. :) Thank you cookie monster for chatting with me all night long and teaching me chemistry! I love you much! <3
Today's inspiration, tomorrow's creation.
FLAG DAY!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
'Good morning sir/madam, would you like to make a donation?' :DDDD I think I've spoken that for 5 hours today! It really feels great when you hear people say 'You're welcome!' and when they look at you with the sunshine smile :DDDD! And for the very first time in my life: My tin is 3/4 full! I would really want to fill the whole tin, but time doesn't allow, sadly. :( Okay, I actually did more than just asking people to donate, but made a observation too!
Okay! From what I've observed Let's see how many kinds of people are there:
1. They would pass a coin to their children and guide them to the tin, take a sticker and walk away politely. (That's what my mama did when i was young!)
2. They plead for a coin from their parents to donate.
3. They walk up to you voluntarily to donate and walk away saying a 'You're welcome!'
4. They walk up to you, drop the coin and walk away silently.
5. They can't even be bothered to listen to you and so, they walk away treating you like a trasparent one. (OH MY, Do they even have a heart?)
6. They would shake their head, smile at you and said no. (How cruel, but not as bad as the previous one)
7. They would say that they don't have coins and walk away.
8. They would donate if i approach them, drop a coin and smile.
9. They would donate if i approach them, ask you what is this for and drop a coin.
10. They would donate to me and my friends voluntarily when they walk pass us.
11. They will hestitate whether to donate the $2 and they will decide to donate when you agree to give them 3 stickers.
SEE? They are all singaporeans, can you imagine? :DD
NPGGSBPC
Friday, June 5, 2009
I really enjoyed today! Today was fun-filled and enriching. I never expected that i'll be the MILLIONARE and the only one with 3 children for the GAME OF LIFE. :D It's amazing! How i hope that's real! I never really regretted staying back to play captain's ball. Thank you crystal and heather for joining our team! :DD In fact, i was glad that i stayed back. We played captain's ball at first and took a break when the sun's scorching. We moved our playing area to a shaded place. HAHAHA. The game turns out to be volleyball and dodge ball. HEEEEE. And when you hear the music, it's time for SINGSPIRATION! Heather's the pianist and Crystal's the assistant! :D We sang, almost all the songs that we know, till our throats swell. How i hope everyday will be like this though. And here comes outdoor cooking, JunJie supplied us KIMCHI NOODLES! YUMMYYUMMY! I really love it! It's rather unbelievable that 3 packet of kimchi noodles can be shared among so many people! Although we aren't exactly full, but we are, when our dearest friends whipped us a simple meal with all their love. OH YES. Yumseng session! HAHAHAH. It was hilarious when we yumseng-ed with 1/4 filled cups. But nevertheless, thank you Heather and Shi Chin for supplying us THE KICKAPOO drink! We made a heart shaped patter but in the end, it turms out to be a smiley face. :O i hope that We'll HAVE this gathering agian! I love NPGGSBPC! :DDD